I have knowingly been working for spirit for many years, whether it be within the healings, teachings, readings or circle work that I do. However, looking back I now know that I have been working for spirit since I was born. I used to feel spirit sat on the end of bed as a child and I have to admit that it frightened ‘the life out of me’. I’ve been very sensitive of energies and the subtitles of people and their spirits but would block it out. I couldn’t cope with it, I was confused, overwhelmed and at times very fearful.
After a time I knew I couldn’t fight it any longer, I’d always felt there was something missing from my life and that there was something bigger out there that I had no comprehension of. So I started to investigate, I went for my first mediumship reading with this lovely women who amongst other things told me that I had the ability to be a great medium. She however said not to start yet as I wasn’t ready – well at this time I was still very fearful so at first I was shocked and then very pleased to be told ‘not yet’! I didn’t have to listen to this advice twice!!!!
This was the key, however that unlocked something within me…..
When I felt ready I started to open up, I read everything that I was drawn to, I was luckily guided to some great teachers who continue to support me, I met some wonderful people and am lucky enough to have friends and family who love me for being spiritual me. The journey has been rocky, I have had my share of ‘helpful comments’, ungrounded people, unusual feelings, fear of rejection (colleagues and friends would smile every time I came back out after hiding in my ‘spiritual cupboard’) plus reactions of many who have literally taken a step back from me when they learn what I do.
However, I have embraced my true essence and developed a wonderful sense of connection both to my guides, my spirit team and gained a huge understanding of myself. I no longer deny who I am and whilst I don’t force my understandings on people, I am happy to share should they seek it. The more I embrace who I am, the more I am drawn to wonderful people and circumstances.
Trance Communication
Working within the beautiful energy of trance enables spirit to come a lot closer and work with me on a deeper level. I have a deep faith with my spirit team that work with me and allow that inspiration to flow. I have been privileged to sit within a closed circle of wonderful friends who have embraced this and given energy to allow me to develop a deeper understanding of my trance work.
Working within the trance state has enabled me to speak some wonderful teachings from spirit, to allow us to feel some wonderfully deep and powerful healing and also to watch and see how the energy changes of the face, the body and then aura. I feel deeply honoured that spirit are working with me in such a way and sometimes describe the experience as being ‘ washed from the inside’.
Mediumship
Mediumship communication is a wonderful way to help those who have lost a loved one to gain a sense of peace and understanding that their essence lives on. As Gordon Smith would say ‘You can’t die for the life of you’. Being a developing medium allows me to connect with loved ones and guides and bring through messages to hopefully help the individual gain a sense of peace and at times guidance (where appropriate).
It can also help an individual to gain the truth and understanding of their own infinity and can help with their connection to the world of spirit and their loved ones. This can bring comfort and understanding in a gentle non-invasive way.
Spiritual Teaching
I am privileged to offer assistance to those who cross my path to help them to understand and talk through their experiences of spirit. Sometimes these experiences can be confusing and a little unsettling. Sharing my knowledge and understanding I aim to help people gain an understanding of the spirit world and with their own beautiful world of spirit. Each experience is unique and sometimes we just need someone to talk it through with. I have been privileged to gain teachings from the spirit world and feel honoured to share it with those who are placed on my pathway. Everyone has this knowledge and understandings within so remember that whenever you are seeking new knowledge, trust your instincts to tell you what feels right for you, this is your natural inner wisdom.
Healing
The healing work that I undertake can happen on a number of different levels and I trust in my team that work with me to guide me in the right direction. Healing can take place on a physical, emotional and spiritual level and can come in many forms. I love the healing work that I do with people (and at times with spirits that have recently passed) and seeing them being touched on many different levels. At times I am privileged to feel the individual being touched by spirit, by their own spirit and also the beautiful energy of mother earth. I feel that at times like these it can give spirit the opportunity to inspire the individual, to help them feel they are not alone and also to pass on knowledge or information that may help them – of course this can’t be proved and is just my inspiration. Every experience and individual is of course very different and very unique.
Inspirational writing and speaking
If many years ago you would have told me that I would be working with another medium, on a platform, sharing inspirational philosophy and a reading with a possible audience of over 90 I would have run a mile!! However, I absolutely love it, to stand there and see faces looking back at you with such joy and understandings in their eyes, is a joy!
Connecting with my own beautiful spirit and my team of spiritual guides I share with the audience words of upliftment and joy. There is always a beautiful message inspired my spirit and I feel such a delight in sharing this with others, even if just one person walks away feeling inspired, then it fills my heart with such a sense of wonder and peace.
My writing is again inspired by spirit and is either channelled using words of the spirit or is just purely inspired. Again messages of joy and upliftment are passed but also teachings are shared. I have such a passion for the writing that I do and which has developed through my own development of my spiritual self and in getting to understand who I am. At times of distress in my life I have turned to my writing which helps me to gain an understanding and dig deep into the wisdom needed. Writing can be incredibly empowering, especially when you do it for you.
Books
I have over the years devoured many books and have enjoyed many a fascinating read. I like to share these books with others and in time hope to include a separate page of my thoughts and understandings of that which I have had the pleasure to devour. Books can contain such wonderful writings; trust in your own instincts and take from books only that which feels right for you. One of the most wonderful ways of self-empowerment is to have your own discernment, allow yourself to question and ponder. Have fun with books and allow them to come alive but also for them to challenge you.
